Misc- My health & mental health issues 2015

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Trying to wrap up 2015. Here are misc writings.

My health and mental health issues at the time (late 2015)

*generalized anxiety
*panic disorder
*insomnia
*dysthymia
*sleep apnea
*esophageal stricture
*hypothyroid
*acid reflux/gerd
*psychosomatic syndrome
*stress disorder
*ptsd
*tonsil stones
*ankylosing spondylitis
*psborric dermatitis
*bad vision far sighted
*dental work needed
*cold sores
*undiagnosed trouble breathing
*hiatal hernia
*external thrombosis hemorrhoids
*swollen knee
*undiagnosed anal gland issues similar to anal leakage

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